Back, with unstable internetz that's failing every 10 minutes or so, but hey, it's still better than no internetz at all

My best friend, roomie and companion in misery classmate in one, after 4 years of desperate struggle, joined the ranks of the deviants. Please visit her and give her a hug, 'cause she was kind enough to buy us a toilet paper today (and a huge pack too):


Yeah, I'm watching anime again and I'm not exactly sure how it happened. I remember reading someone's opinion on Franky's and Kamina's resemblences and before I knew it, I was watching TTGL. And loving it. But then, the 8th episode came...
Oh well, shit happens, gotta flush the toilet, pull your pants up and keep moving forward!

I can never wait for the first snow to fall. But today's all day long blizzard was way over my expectations. Go, October!

Today's journal entry was brought to you by the letter "Z" as in "Zosia's pizza". It's nice to have flatmates who cook for you :3

Just wanted to say that I'm moving to my new flat tomorrow and will be offline for a week or so due to some circumstances. Thank you for your never ending support, I love you all And see ya soon!

Polish:
Jako że od dłuższego czasu należę do studenckiej braci, jak każdy szanujący się student potrzebuję nieco zarobić, najlepiej w sposób wymagający jak najmniej wysiłku Dlatego właśnie myślę o otwarciu zamówień na rysunki, popularnie zwanych commishami i chciałam trochę wybadać teren
Oferta skierowana jest do klientów z Polski, posiadających konto w polskim banku oraz z całego świata, posiadających konto PayPal.
Proszę, by zainteresowani potraktowali ten journal jako ankietę i wyrazili swoje zdanie w komentarzach :] Otwarcie zamówień zależy od Waszego odzewu. Z góry dziękuję za wspólpracę

English:
I am currently in two minds about opening commissions. The offer would be aimed at anyone with Polish bank account or a PayPal account.
So please think of this journal as of a poll and write a comment if you are interested in ordering a commission from me, when I open them.
I'd be gratfeul for your cooperation

So it's been over a year since the last journal entry and I don't feel any tiny bit wrong about it. If you ask why, the answer is simple - I didn't have an internet connection at my place this past year And I DID survive! Not like it's something to be proud of...

[bitching] I guess noone's actually interested, but this year was really hard on me. Studies, family issues, illness, no work prospects, friends' life falling apart while I can do nothing to save them - you can say it's a usual stuff that bothers all of us and noone's making much of a fuss over it, but for me it just got unbelievably hard to deal with and I started to feel I'm loosing it little by little. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this, as I learned to restrain myself from exposing my problems so bluntly in public, especially on the net. Maybe not 'learned', rather naturally came to do so out of my own needs. Hell, I can't even open to my closest friends anymore and tell them directly what's bothering me, although I always used to do it with no keeping back.
That is why I think I might have been less communicative than I used to be and it's possible I've hurt some because of this, not quite unconsciously. I'm trying to change it. I also feel that things are going to take a turn for the better from now on. It's kinda silly, but these summer vacations taught me how to look on the bright side of things again. Maybe I just needed some change of atmosphere and travelling is what helps me the most.
Somehow, writing all this made me feel better, so let's say it was just a kind of a twisted self-therapy. [/bitching]

Anyways! Thank you all for a neverending support, I'm grateful for every single comment/fav/watch from you. I'm sorry I haven't been active, but I'll try to catch up with everyone from now on. Also, I hope I start drawing again soon.
I think about changing account, as I can't stop linking this one with cheap fanart and childish manga style.
I was also going to say that a good thing about being inactive on dA is that most people forget about you and you don't get tagged, but this sly little creature known in some worlds as ~Star-Miya completely ruined my plan. Thanks, honey.

[cheap self-pity] A few days ago I went to see my friend off at the airport. She was going back to Japan after a one year scholarship in Poland. We only met a few months ago, but got attached to each other in no time and before I knew it, I was already hooked to her.
Up until now seeing someone off at the airport was something I only saw in the movies and didn't really give much thought to it. Teary scenes of friends/lovers being separated at the gates and then one of them watching a plane soaring in the blue skies always annoyed me because of a prim pathos. Funny how things change when you experience them firsthand.
We promised to see each other next year, when I get a scholarship in Tokyo. IF I get it. [/cheap self-pity]

Sorry for the mess I am right now.

Holy shit! I haven't been updating for ages! And let's not change this blissful state.
The only thing I offer you in this troubled, filled with plethora of mind-crushing exams time is the following Stupido Corner.
Enjoy



Tagged by (you know you're going to suffer for this)

Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post at least 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a Journal\Blog about these facts.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.

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1. My friends know me better than I do. It's THEM, who should be writting this.
2. I'm addicted to swearing. Recently I'm pulling out some archaic swears/making new ones, 'cause I've run out of all of the nowadays ones.
3. I suck at my mother language. I have troubles with finding apropriate words, so I go and start inserting Japanese or English substitutes. And I wonder why people don't understand me.
4. I have 3 sons.
5. I can talk for hours in Japanese about superoxide dismutase or space exploration. But still have no idea how to say 'floor'.
6. I'm half-zoosexual. At least as long as cantaurs are half-horses
7. Uh, I don't know.
8. I usually love what most people hate and the other way around (like... I adore spinach but avoid strawberries).

Most of my friends are already tagged, so I condemn to this excruciating pain of coming up with some untypical things about yourself only 4 people beings:

Have fun >:3

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As promised:

Leave the comment and I'll tell you:

1. Why I added you to my friendlist.
2. Something that reminds me of you/something I associate with you. (fandom, song, colour, etc)
3. Why I like you. (eventually why I don't XD)
4. A memory that I have of you.
5. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Ask me something you've always wanted to know. (note: you can as well skip this one, I don't mind )
7. If you leave a comment here, you must post this in your journal too.

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Oh dear Aizen-sama teological being, I must be going mad...
Stolen from someone, somewhere:

Give me a fandom and I will give you:

1) The first character I fell in love with
2) One canon ship I adore
3) One fanon ship I adore
4) My favourite platonic relationship
5) My favourite arc/moment of the series
6) What would be a cool crossover with it
7) The character I love who everyone else hates
8) The one thing I would change about it
9) My least favourite character
10) My favourite character

Preferable fandoms: these, which I know XD